things
I have been in a not so great place mentally, as of late. I think I have a tendency to shut myself off when something happens that I don't want to/can't deal with. After we put Buffy to sleep in May, I just haven't been able to get back to normal. I think the fact that I'm so fed up with my job and this area has contributed to the sadness I've felt. Sometimes I don't/can't feel anything and that's almost worse, I think. It was a mild summer so I should be grateful for that. Fall is beginning and I should be grateful for that, too. I have been doing a little bit of crafting, making some decor for the house and others who are interested. here's a peek: I have been trying to get excited for things to come but it comes and goes. I bought tickets for Alex and me to see Placebo, my all time favorites. I've been waiting for this since I was a teenager but it's hard for me to muster the excitement that I know should be there but isn...