ugh.
What would make me happy right now?
A new job. A purpose.
A lack of anxiety.
So many things.
I feel lost. It's a new year. It feels wrong.
Sometimes it feels like failure. I got this job I (kind of) wanted. I should've known better than to try out of desperation. But I guess part of me also thought maybe it would work out. Maybe it would be a new calling. Maybe it's because I went into knowing it wasn't the end goal?
I don't know, but I need out.
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