What a world.
An attempted coup by abunch of neonazis angry because they lost.
I'm saving my breath. I've said enough about this and I am still somewhat at a loss.
Today I want to keep a positive attitude.
Catherine spoke to me last week. At first, harmless. She asked how my holiday went, we had some chit chat, small talk, regular work acquaintance chatting.
Then as she left, she said she missed me. I felt like a deer in the headlights, as the saying goes.
I was incredibly uncomfortable and the feeling is not reciprocated. On the contrary, I had just had the fleeting thought days before that I was glad I wasn't getting her texts and having to deal with her anymore. She stresses me out.
I stumbled and stuttered and said, "We can talk someday" and she started at me, as if that wasn't the answer she wanted. Stupidly and regrettably, I then mumbled "I missed you too..." and then she left.
She has only spoken to me a few times since, a few short sentences here and there specifically about work, which is how I would like to keep it.
I haven't decided how I'll proceed if she brings it up again but I know I need to make it clear that I do not wish to pursue a friendship with her again.
In other news, had a decent weekend. I worked out abunch Friday. Though it wasn't a structured workout, I had fun! I kind of started just doing some random things..kettlebell swings, squats, and then it devolved into dancing and skaters, ha. Then Alex and I did some boxing, jump roping, and then I went outside to roller skate. My muscles are sore, indicating my accomplishments. I've been eating better. Now, the hard part is to stick to it, and continue to exercise.
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