farewell to a decade
And here we are, weeks later and I still haven't updated 😅 It's the last month of the year and the decade so I suppose I should do something productive here, right? I've been stuck in this non-writing, unmotivated hole for years. I blame school, honestly. It's like I forgot how to do anything other than write academically. This year was not great. I've struggled financially more than I think I ever have (I mean, my damn car got repossessed, so). I did get promoted to full time at my job, something I really wanted from the day I started, but it doesn't pay the bills. I've struggled with my love for what I do as an animal care technician and the need to be financially stable. I've worked almost every day with few breaks since March and it's left me burned out and angry, with little time or motivation to do anything else. I've applied for many jobs in my field and haven't even made to an interview, something I've never had an issu...