well the first day of the year was mostly successful. I didn't buy anything that wasn't necessary and I did spend a lot more time away from my computer...reading, putting laundry away, etc. Woo! I also stayed off facebook. I've logged out on both my computer and phone to lessen the temptation. I catch myself opening facebook in a new tab and I'm like wait, no. The weather has been insane. It was 76 inside last night and we were roasting. It's been raining heavily which I'm okay with, and then tomorrow it's supposed to be down in the forties and snow! After being in the 70s all weekend. I will welcome the snow with open arms and snow boots though. Hoping for a four day weekend? and some winter weather! oh, and I made this yesterday with a stick I've been drying out for months, and some of my dried roses!
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